The Life Of Me...

I'm still about... just haven't bothered checking this for a while as MSN has been playing up AGAIN!  I do really need to do an update... OH WELL!

GOD.... I haven't posted on here for absolutely AGES!!!!  TBH I can't be arsed anymore, I do like Windows Live Spaces BUT there are better places about where you can blog and not have soo many problems as this fucking thing seems to acquire 99% of the time.

 

I've found myself avoiding posting on the Miscarriage and Childloss group I've been a member/assistant manager of for over 2 years because of the calibar of what's been posted on there over the past 9 months, it's put me off greatly.  It's like it's been overtaken by morons.  I've noticed a lot of normal regular members have even stopped posting on there too (mmm, I can't for the life think why LOL).  Had a gander on it today and OMG, it's enough to go shoot fucking your brains out.  I've gotten sick and tired of letting members know the ground rules and where to post certain topics, only for that to be totally fucking ignored.  People who have just recently join, don't want to read about some dumb fuck wits 3rd pregnancy/her twatty on off boyfriend/one of her kids choking/about social services being involved etc., etc.  People join for comfort and a shoulder to cry on.... then they're greeted by the above and unsurprisingly, don't post.  Also, I know a lot of old time members on the group are wary because of the invasion and revelation that about 8 members were infact the same person AND they'd made up a load of bullshit about losing a child to a cot death and then another child falling ill and dying of cancer.  It REALLY unsettled the group.

 

The group is no longer a group for people who have miscarried or lost a child.  It's a group where a couple of members (won't name names but anyone who knows me, knows exactly who I'm talking about *WINKS*) just constantly yabba on and on and on and on about themselves.... and have ago at other members because they haven't been about to massage there ego's. The whole essence of what the group was about has been lost and I can fully understand why even Lou (the person who created the group) can't be arsed with it anymore.... it makes me sad.  If it wasn't for the group, I wouldn't have gotten to know Marit or Lou.... received support and reassurance during the pregnancy that followed my miscarriage.

 

Anyways.... things are alright with me.... the kids are driving me fucking barmy at the moment, I soooo wish I was working.  Working for Tesco's over Christmas gave me some much needed sanity back to my life, and I miss it :o( and I also miss earning some cash too.  2007 has been interesting so far and not interesting in a bad way either, which is bizarre LOL.  I just wish you could back date your posts (like some other blogger sites), then I could update you with things properly and not post an extremely loooooooooooooooooong blog to fill you in (even this has a word limit, which I think I would easily break twice over HEE! HEE!).

 

Right, gotta go and sort out the loonies.

 

X

 

P.S.  HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOU.... HAVE A FABBO DAY MATE

Happy New Year

 

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Must wish Mr OB a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR TODAY... the old git is 49 today LOL

Yeah, I know

 

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It's been a while

 

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and the last dozen or so postings I have left have been erm incomplete LOL.

 

I have been busy and TBH MSN has been messing me about lots lately that it's kinda put me off posting... if you write a nice long post, it disappears and mucho swearing comes out of mouth.  Hopefully in 2007 MSN will get it's finger out of it's arse and sort out all these little problems that keep on appearing cos I swear it's putting people off setting up accounts and posting... they look else where to do a blog.

 

Anyway... I will fill you in with what's what and fill in the blanks of my incomplete posts.

 

All I can say is that FUCK Christmas is all done and dusted and it's nearly 2007.... I will be SOOOOOO glad to see the back of 2006 I can tell ya.

 

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL

 

I'm now going to grab myself a drink (not getting pissed though because I'm on pain killers at the moment - women's things grrrr) and see in the New Year... likely I'll be asleep time Big Ben strikes midnight LOL.

 

SEE YOU IN 2007